Linking myself

Iam having the same dream in last three night that new semester has started, and i started to enjoy semester with my friend.Is it my eagerness for 7thsem(4th year) or i want to come out of my present situation while staying in hostel for summer.Wind is blowing opposite to my wish and will.Every morning or afternoon when i wake up i dont  know  what to do today,couldn’t figure out my plan to survive.These days i have developed a strong bond to myself,just think about yourself,now i dont care what people think about me.Do whatever comes in your mind make your own destination and follow ur own path.Becoz if u fail den also it will be ur mistake no need to blame other.One more thing that i realize ki never try to make a one-word evaluation about a person lyk(intelligent,bhaklol,bakc***) every1 has got some speciality which makes him unique.Actually all got something to deliver to society it only matter ki u know where exactly u have to serve ur pure services.The behaviour of student to step from student life to professional life is need to put some attention.Dont u feel ki more or less they behave like a prost***** to appear for selection in different company. Once u got selected in one company just stick to that  instead of that for making more money & so called honour they run to other company.(plz dont mind its my personal view)Actually everyone is confused and nobody know their destiny so all just run behind the opportunity.No question of commitment to the company u placed or working,its how the professional lyf proceedes.So, there also people think about themselves without worrying about the reaction of other people and society.So i decided to start my professional lyf in college and i think and care onlyabout myself (Though its going to worth nothing).But the problem is my destination is not clear so path too.Sorrow of being alone in the hostel for summer doesn’t hurt me lot dont know why.May be it was expected or i have become little tough or i have become so careless to think about these non-sense thing.The thing had happened now it cant be retraced so better dont panic over fcs issue.It is result of my hardwork in DOTA that become destiny to stay in summer and bad luck for extending exam date.The only thing that hurt me  ki i did not informed my parent about my back.But i will admit that too on right tym,can anyone tell me what will be that right time?

6th Sem Disaster

using wordpress after such a long gap ki i forgot own id & password.By the way its really a disaster time for me.
sixth sem almost over & only result left means “picture abhi baaki hai”. In bit d most important sem is 6th & amount of masti what i did in this sem is more than total of all the masti what i did in last five sem.Dota ruined me and finally i ruined myself.Some people were to help me out but i was not in a position to help myself.Many new thing happen with me in this sem.My mid-sem total was too less,almost half of the total what i got in first-sem.First time attendance in one subject was below 75%,& missed three lab classes too.I did not find any reason why should not i insult & punish myself.It is always hard to find punishment for yourself.This sem end within a fraction and i lost many thing in this short span.i lost my respect in my own eye,got insulted in many viva,one Prof. even ask me the meaning of my own name.I was always in a habit to blame institute but at this situation i find myself totally responsible for own state.Situation made me little depressed ,my confidence level is at zero point level.Dont know how to recover from this situation because once u lost confidence u lost everything. In this highly competitive world it is always hard to survive,people threw me far behind them .I was always a average student throughout my school ,college but at this time as per c.g.p.a. i will be in bottom 10.High chances of getting ‘d’ grade in 1 subject.For the first time i will be awarded fail in any of the subject that i learnt so far.I didnt respect time so time now time will take revenge.i have turn out to become such a person whom i was hating.To wake up at 1′o clock then got engaged in a game for the whole day & night.Didnt care the surrounding,even didnt care for myself.Its very easy to come out of a physical pain but the mental sorrow is very hard to handle.May be a gap of two & half month ease off my pain but in these holiday i will always face a nightmare of getting back in fcs paper.I m feeling sorry for myself.

Obama is my “CHELA”

Chela means student or Shisya in sanskrit ,and Obama is my Chela these were the word spoken by our Teacher.I have not seen such a big FEKU in my whole life all the time he used to remind us about his big-big very big contact.He is the person who bring computer in INDIA,how ridiculous.He might not be having personal computer .Why did he try to show-off all the time.Majority of people will never like such a person.He is well-supported by lord SHIVA and Jesus but lack blessing of Goddess Saraswati in terms of common sense how to make people agree by your word and behaviour.He is the person who never care his surrounding. Resides in INDIA and care about people of America,all the time talk about new US policy to ban outsourcing.America is having capitalist economy so they are recruiting people who will work for them at minimum price rate without compromising the skill involve to carry-out the task.Capitalist do not care for other they only look for their own sake why they have to worry if due to outsourcing some people are unemployed in their own nation.So,if they ban outsourcing then they will contradict their own policy of capitalism.
Generally, American are having enough opportunity to get job in their own nation.An average American’s financial condition is much better than an average INDIAN.They are already having Mutton and chicken and now they are looking for wine and whisky while on the other hand many Indian are unable to manage even bread and butter in their breakfast.And even in this condition our “Respected” teacher thinks they should not provide employment to We Indian .My dear teacher your blood is of American or Indian,why don’t you have feeling for our own country,our own people however they are rich or poor,literate or illiterate ,sound or dull they are Indian our own brother and sister we all have taken birth from the same soil.Don’t neglect your motherland its your soul responsibility to take care of this land where you born and bought up.This is not only for my teacher(preacher) but for all those who want to leave this country after getting big degree and want to get settled in other country.Its like “APNI CHAUKHAT KA DEEYA and giving light to neighbour’s house.Indian is our country and all the problem of this country are our problem and we have to sort it down.No-one should run away in tough condition take it’s problem like your own one.Never forget that ” JANANI JANM BHOOMISH SWARGA DAPI GARIYASI”.Nothing is better than your mother and motherland not even heaven. So,be Indian and good son of your mother and serve your motherland.

CHEAP POLITICS

Raj insulted Maharastra and Maharastrian insulted the whole nation.Why they people talk only in terms of “I”,”my” or “me” why not “we”,”our”.Everytime me,my family,my children and what about the rest.useless to say,these are political propaganda by Thackrey to make his name as like his uncle.But why Marathi people are finding their interest under his influence,why they have become so selfish.They find migrant from other state as their competitive and this is their anger so ridiculous.This is competitive world & u have to be prepare to take any tough competition.Be a man first,prepare urself to face the real challenge of life.Have they ever thought what is going to the condition when other state will also follow same philosphy.Localite of Karnataka won’t allow software Engineer from other place ,every 3 of 4 engineer in Karnataka belongs to other state some of them might be belonging from Maharastra ,so how they should be treated.India is a free country everyone has right to work in any part of country legally noone can stop them.Mahastrian are left with two option now either you force all person(from rich to poor) to leave their state and call all Marathis from all part of country to Maharastra and declare Maharastra as single nation and then make your own blind,illiterate rule.second is open your eye and try to understand the cheap politics of Thackrey family and respond like a wise man and never support them.Thackrey are not in a position of taking responsibility of all Marathi working in other state.imagine how will u feel when same action will be
taken against the marathis who are residing in BIHAR,JHARKHAND,U.P. because of any reason from occupation to education.u won’t find urself in comfortable position when “Tit for Tat”policy will be applied to you.So either don’t create any problem for migrant or get ready to accept the same action against Marathi working in other state.so,please don’t hurt our NATIONAL INTEGRITY.

Slanging among Friend

Today i had a small verbal fight with one of my friend at BIT.Lobby Cricket was the point of objection that finally lead to this much anger and frustation from both side.All was because of desire to win at any cost while neglecting surrounding and our own friend.Now i am not going to think over the reason or the pressure that bring such condition,but i felt something that i would like to discuss.

What should be the best way to end any confusion or fight.Either you talk gently to the point and contradict anyone or just go away for 10-15 minutes for cooldown. If you are talking without sense by giving any false clue or imagination then you will never reach to the solution.Slanging is a good thing in International event but you can’t expect to use this “Game-Politics” in our lobby cricket especially when you are taking 4-5 game in a row. I initialized a word “MATIYAO NA YAAR” when thing become little hot this policy is very good,but if your opponent is slanging  continuously then definitely you cannot play peacefully in those situation.Once there is counteract of slanging then game is gonna to end because majority of people will get engage in that verbal war.Life is not only about winning or Loosing its all how do you handle any tough situation that arise instantaneously and preserve your good relation.Surely none of game’s emotion is bigger than our friendly emotion so when situation goes out of control just think about the fact what we are going to achieve and at what cost??

Today our game was disturb by me so i am sorry to all of my friend and wish that this situation should not arise in future.

Desire that Confuse 1

Like other people i do have many desire to do something . Whether it is in terms of singing in front of many people and shut the mouth of all my so called critics or friend.To become a good Badminton player and score well in BIT open.To make a good dance in front of all college like i saw some person in spardha.I want to be anchor(Host) of Bitotsav  atleast for one night.To become one of the good coder of my batch. once i was willing to join Indian army to serve my motherland.once i desired to become good computer game player in cricket and now 4 dota .And apart from these i have many other dream that was generated at other places.Let’s be realistic i never put my full enthusiasm to fulfil any of my dream .But in very short span of time i tried many thing in these two year including basketball, volleyball, football,tennis and Badminton (1st love at bit) .

After sometime i realized it is very hard to be master of any arena,so better enjoy part of life available to me and started tasting flavour of various event.After going through all these what i believe that whatever we do in our life its b’coz of our own experience whether optimistic or terrifying.there was conflict between one desire and other and situation lead a role of refree to push me for any one among various interesting event.In this way i was able to fulfill my confusing desire.Now learning French language is my new desire but this time i will try my best to learn this language.But one thing is clear life is all about learning and, making name and fame.Its all depend on us how do we approach for this but without desire u cannot take even a single step.so, make ur mind free to accept any kind of desire.Let them approach you, then with cool mind try to introspect yourself and find whether you are suitable for that or not.

And you can engage yourself accordingly.Very happy wishes to all for “CHATH PUJA”.

GoP Vs GaP

Have u people ever thought about d longest day of ur life. think take ur time……

30-june-2k6 d day when i take on Aieee counselling,making speculation regarding my future.Perhaps that was d single day of my life when i was confused,tense &  exasperated  throughout whole day.By that time i hadn’t seen aieee brochure &  was unaware of available seat for me.Apart from that a strange,inevitable, uncertain new rule was waiting to give a strong jolt to me.A new reservation system was introduced for girls (better to say lucky girls),with a weightage of 20%(isn’t ds very much).I was shocked completely & there only i decided to make some changes in my list meant for selection of college & branch.Why,what’s need to implement such reservation only on the basis of sex without considering about their economic,or financial condition whether they require such reservation or not.In any case is it sound relevant ??I don’t think so…… but at one point they(i mean most of them) get engaged 2k5 boy as friend,combining these 2 term become “boyfrind”.Making fun with them at canteen,dhaba,sports centre,ranchi & many other place which can’t be disclose here.Extracting money from their pocket,& availing many other facilities & services from them…..but what they r paying in return(let’s forget it afterall its their own life)……But Is 4 ds reason they were given reservation ??Are they making proper use of  bestow provided to dem by Our Deemed university,which came on d cost of career-n-future of approx. 15%(60) boys student who were more deserving in comparison to GOP student.is profit 4 som1 going to cause harm to som1(yes).Ds GOP is going to cause a huge GaP in their lyf,& they will always abuse their destiny atleast for “4″ year.

what makes me to express these thing now……after a long 2.25 year?? If som1 achieves success without making sincere effort or without paying price den he/she won’t keep feet on land….they people will always go on flying,this had happened wd dem.After 1st round result of Gsach a girl makes her comment “Saala iska kaise ho gaya”.I really can’t understand how a man could be “Saala” of a girl…. whether she has doubt over her own sexuality or he/she is bisexual,in biology there r a term 4 ds  “Herma********” u got it. so wt can be expected from these people who even don’t posses their identity in universal defined group of male & female.So, let dem do wtevr they want & i will do as per my wish.

But at d end,wt matters is brand equity that would get diluted due to presence of such a cheap gals among us.I’m not targetting all d gals entered through GOP bt definitely some of u really deserve such word to reveal ur own identity & “AUKAAT”.Ds GOP is also sketching a big gap among our heart,relationship & thinking too.

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INTERACTION WITH COMPANY

Today is 14.08.08,a day before independence,thursday that is always a lucky day for me.Today, one new thing happen with me. Perhaps in the last 1.5 year only a single thing to be counted. Gsacs a investment banking  company visited our campus for placement as well as intern of 3rd year student.As ds was d first opportunity for we people to interact with corporate world,so almost all interested people take aptitude round.During apti round some of d people were very serious,they might be dreaming good life after  gsachs intern.so,only 19 people were selected after 1st round,& i was one of them.As per me that was result of good effort & luck too.The moment when topper of my class revealed us in front of whole class i really felt proud on myself.In GD round i was eliminated,only 9 people were able to make their way.Perhaps i didn’t perform as per their expectation,but 1 of my closest friend was selected for interview.As per him his final round was quiet O.k. and now i am going with him to see his final result.Its only up to GOD who knows whether we will be celebrating coming days in party ,fun or like a normal days.

Worth of a GOLD medal

So,finally our national anthem makes its

wt's a smile on his face

appearance in olympics.The tune of 52 second will always be remember by every sportlover of india. It is all b’coz of Abhinav Bindra who won a gold medal in 10 m air firing in olympics,where he defeated his opponent by a narrow margin.this is d first ever individual gold for India and bindra’s name will always be reported in indian sport history with golden words.he provide us opportunity to feel proud on ourself.out of 1.1 billion population we were unable to capture even a single gold,last time rajyawardhan rathore bagged a silver but still d best was yet to achieve.And finally Bindra achieved d target & comes out as inspiration to  all other player,who is trying their best to earn medal for their country.The cricket-mad country had been optimistically pinning its hopes on cricket but after ds wonderful performance he will be remember for very long time.my best wishes to whole olympic team of INDIA.

Non-Sense Teacher

In Vth semester we have got a very bad person to teach us a subject.he always tries to measure the standard  of we student,though he knows about his own level.He might have forgotten his own depth.He always tries to humiliate we people.Even in my nightmare i did not expect such a kind of teacher whose ambition is to disturb his student.Everytime,he explore new way to make our life miserable.Finally,we put our point to HOD & now he will take care of these thing.My name was on d top of application so he might be looking to take revenge from me.tomorrow he will take our i.e.1st class after making complain.only God knows what is going to be his intention.whether he will make changes in himself or attack like a wounded fox.

let’s leave everything on god whatever he does will be right.tomorrow,we will face him with a bit of excitement &  sensation.Truth is vastly stranger than fiction so i don’t want to imagine abt tomorrow.